Pain

I hurt,I hurt, I feel the hurt, 
pain and anger, anger and pain
dreams of violence and blood,
death, death, my death
I pray for death
I don't want to feel
dont want to feel pain
pain to mask the pain
pain to end the pain

memory, memory, memories
I can't not remember
I want to forget
forget how happy I was
forget the pain I feel

I run, run, run
away from home 
away from home
across the water 
the pain comes too
stowaway in my heart

there is no escape 
none in this world
everywhere are mirrors
to remind me of me

I am dying, dying, dying
but I don't care
only it should come faster
so the pain will stop

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PRH
Crawley, UK
May 2002